song: Coat of Disappointment
lyrics:
COAT OF DISAPPOINTMENT
(J. Souza)
she took ten years
to disappear
now she's resting
in an atmosphere
where she can breathe
i love the drugs
i'm ingesting
how i wish she were here
to disagree
it hurts
it must have hurt her
more than me
i wear a coat
of disappointment
it's the cruelest thing
i've ever owned
my soul's been worn down
my heart's in a hole
in the ground
i loved her more
than anyone i've ever known
now it hurts
it hurts
to be alone
i sat and cried last night
before the stone
that bears her name
i planted a flower
in the rain
now i'm waiting
for the sun